|My current state! :/|
By the end of October I fully expect to be bald - my hair falls out when I get stressed - and "list -insane"! I'm already making my lists (hey D, I am officially in "whirling dervish" land) and plans and playing the what-if game. I am trying to take control, when I KNOW I just need to sit back and let the Lord drive this train. I realize He has an amazing plan for us, I just wish He'd let me in on it!! Or take a nap and let ME drive! *wink*
I will do my very best to keep everyone posted about what is certain to be a wild ride and ask that you pray with and for us! Forgive me if I start acted like a lunatic as well, this happens when I am hyper - focused on something. Today I actually texted Brian that I thought the gas gauge in the van was broken because it was on "E" and only allowing me to put $9 dollars worth of gas in before the pump stopped. He took one look and literally gawked (he DID!) at me in confusion - "Kel, the tank is FULL....". I also asked about "anti-DEperspirant" and scheduled an appointment for Josh at MY vein specialists' office - "Is this appointment supposed to be for you, ma'am?"
I am in so much trouble......